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It’s called horsepower, right?

Sorry, sorry, sorry! I haven’t been posting anything for a long time! There’s a reason. I bought a horse. A real HORSE.

My very own horse, Obi. “Got ears?”
My very own horse, Obi. “Got ears?”

Yep, when winter cheated us yet another year, I simply had to find something else fun to do since snowmobiling was minimal at best. So I restarted horseback-riding!

A dirt-bike-friend’s friend had horses. And she needed a little help getting her horses ridden. So I called her and said “I can ride!” She was very polite and said… “sure, come ride with me on Saturday” probably thinking to herself “—this will be fun. I bet Hanna really thinks she can ride — well, we’ll see about that.”

So I showed up, and she tells me I get to ride “Gunnar.” Gunnar is one of the biggest horses I’ve ever seen! Gunnar is a Clydesdale and Quarter Horse mix. And not super polite as he had thrown off a few people before he met me. Thanks friend!

Funny though, when it comes to horses, I’m not easily scared. Although I haven’t really ridden a horse in — oh… 27 years or so — I was very excited to pick it up again. And I’ll be damned if Gunnar was going to show me who’s boss.

Tacking up was a breeze. My friend rides “English” just like I grew up doing — it’s what you learn in Sweden. (Oh, did I mention my friend is Swedish too?) If she had handed me a Western saddle, I would have been in trouble. I don’t do “Western.”

This is Gunnar — the “gateway drug”
This is Gunnar — the “gateway drug”

Well, off to the trails we went and I must have proven myself because I was invited back for more rides 😉  Which I took her up on. And we spent many a weekends either riding around in the hills in Carson Valley or trailering out to some of the other fantastic areas here in Northern Nevada.

As it turns out, Gunnar was my “gateway drug.” I instantly got hooked and decided that I wanted my own horse to love on. So I talked my friend into selling me one of her other two horses (between me and you, I’m pretty sure I bought her best horse and it wasn’t even for sale…).

Obi (as in Obi Wan Kenobi), the horse I bought, was even taller than Gunnar, so I am literary in Heaven every time I ride!

So screw winter this year! I have a new passion — I haven’t missed my snowmobile once since Obi entered my life.

“I can do a double back-flip, mom!”

My son says he can do back-flips on a dirt bike. Double back-flips, as a matter of fact.

He can also drive an Aston Martin full speed through town and drift around every turn. At 260 mph. In rush traffic.

Thank you PlayStation and XBox.

IRL (short for In Real Life) things don’t work that way — I’m thankful that my son lives in this world and not in his game world. But sometimes it seems like the lines are blurred on which world is his preferred world.

Him being such a pro at his games sometimes causes disappointment. Dirt-biking IRL (again, In Real Life) simply isn’t as exciting as it is in his game-world where he’s the Evel Kinevel of all sports.

How do I help him see that snowmobiling and dirt-biking really is more fun IRL? How do I make reality compare to the excitement of his games?

How can I get him to see that it’s better to do something half-good than pretend doing something seemingly awesome? Doesn’t even make sense to me, to be honest.

Him and his friends brag to each other about all the cool stuff they do — back-flips, drifting, hitting walls at 200 mph, jumping out of planes, etc. etc. but when they’re on their dirt-bikes together, it gets pretty quiet and they almost seem “lost” … It’s like they don’t even want to try because they can’t do what they THINK they should be able to do.

Thank you again, PlayStation and XBox — you’re taking away the fun IRL.

“I’m too old for this sh*t”

OK, so I’m in Sweden when I write this. I used to live here, actually grew up here. And this is the first time I’ve been here visiting long enough to actually take hikes and check out the areas where I used to do all sorts of fun stuff when I was a kid.

Well, those places aren’t there any more. A gazillion houses are built right where I used to go for fun. Most of our horseback riding trails are gone too. I don’t get it. This is the most “horse dense” country in the world, and all our trails are gone? Over-grown by all sorts of bushes because it got clear-cut and bushes replaced the beautiful forests we used to ride through.

I was going to bring my son to the ice cream stand. Wasn’t there any more. Been gone for oh… 25 years or so. Geez! What’s up with that!

So all these years in the US I’ve thought that I can come back and pretty much “pick up where I left off” and canter into the sunset. Not so!

Well, I actually found one view, at a specific angle, out of my dad’s window where I almost didn’t see anyg of the “new” stuff. Except perhaps the gigantic new bridge and a few brand new homes. Plus, you see a lot less of the ocean since the trees have grown up and covers most of the view. Neighbors’ trees, and he won’t trim them out of spite. So we’re slowly losing the ocean view too.

One thing I do like is that there’s now a big IKEA store near my dad’s. And a whole mall with shops, restaurants and other services we didn’t know we needed. Until now.

There used to be huge grain fields where the mall and IKEA now are located. Part of my aunt’s farm. And there was a senior living center too. That’s gone.

It’s really weird how things just kept developing when I wasn’t watching. Who would have expected things to actually change during the 35 years I’ve been gone?



I used to be pretty good at this…

I started snowmobiling when I worked for KG Knutsson (KGK) in Sweden. KGK was the agent for Arctic Cat snowmobiles in Scandinavia. They were also the agent for Suzuki Motorcycles and other fun things I got to play with.

My job as Advertising Manager for KGK also included doing high-end tours and testing of all new snowmobiles with our VIPs. How lucky can an adrenaline junkie get!

That’s how it started. With sleds. I was still racing motorcycles at that time so this was the perfect hobby during the winter months when there was no racing.

When I moved to the US, I didn’t continue my motorcycle racing. Pretty much didn’t ride motorcycles at all. But I quickly figured out that Lake Tahoe wasn’t super far from the Bay Area where I settled in. And in Lake Tahoe there was snow in the winter.

My then husband and I went to Tahoe and I introduced him to snowmobiling. He got hooked right away. I already was hooked. Didn’t take long before we were the proud owners of a couple of Arctic Cats.

Fast forward a few years and the 5 hour drive to Tahoe every wintery weekend started to wear on us. We sold the house in the Bay Area and moved to Tahoe. Our sleds were sitting in the back yard, ready to go on any day with white stuff on the ground!

All winter I had my son on my lap in front of me on the sled. We rode every chance we got and I became a pro at “one-handing” the sled as I had to hold on to my son with the other hand. We explored every trail, every meadow and every mountain around Tahoe and beyond. My afternoon ride up the mountain to watch the sunset with my toddler was a favorite. I truly loved snowmobiling!

Fast forward another few years and I got divorced. Wasn’t really looking for a new man at that time, but if I found one he would for sure need to be a decent snowmobiler.

I met John. John is an awesome, talented snowmobiler and snowbiker. We went sledding 3-5 times a week all winter (we met in December) and I stepped up my game from “casual” to “intermediate.” I would go wherever the guys went. It may not have been as stylish but I got there and I could “hang” with some of the better of them. I, a girl, was allowed to ride with them!

Somewhere along the line, snowmobiling changed from something I did for fun, to something challenging where I pushed myself a little more every ride to keep up. I got pretty good — well, that’s at least what I like to think — and nobody would accuse me for not trying my hardest.

Suddenly, we wouldn’t go ride unless the conditions were “epic.” My sled would sit in the trailer on sunny days unless it had snowed good up until the day before. It just didn’t seem worth the hassle if there wasn’t at least a foot of fresh powder. Preferably three.

Meanwhile, my old sledding buddies kept riding and having fun on “hero snow” (our name for snow that’s so set up you can go “anywhere”) enjoying the sunny weather and beautiful scenery. I had graduated to powder-riding and boon-docking and had so much fun.

Until one day when I got hurt. Really hurt. I did this stupid sidehill in the trees, hit a hidden rock and got launched and wrapped my body around a tree — back first. My sled came careening after me and I remember thinking “I’m going to die, my sled will crush me.” But the sled missed me and I lived. But man did it hurt!

When John, my man, and his buddy found me, I remember asking if they just could shoot me to put me out of my misery. They didn’t. (Thank you.) Instead they used my SPOT to get me a helicopter ride and a healthy (?) dose of morphine. I was on the news that evening.

Anyway. $24,000 and 3 weeks later I was back on my sled. Thank heavens for insurance!

But it hasn’t been quite as fun since then. I’m too timid to go the places I used to. Too chicken to attempt things that previously seemed easy. I over-think and often just stop instead of committing and going for it. And when you don’t go for it, you don’t get there.

The accident was many years ago and I’ve gotten more and more timid. I’ve had great sleds that can do “anything.” But I just don’t dare. In my mind, I still can do all those things I used to do, but it just doesn’t work out in reality. And I come home defeated and disappointed that I couldn’t or wouldn’t.

Snowmobiling stopped being fun.

I knew exactly how to flip my sled up on it’s side and do a tight turn uphill. Counter-steer, step back on the running board and braap the throttle. But did I? No. Instead I stopped, considered my options and then turned downhill until I found a flat spot to turn around (to the right, turning to the left made it difficult to reach the throttle).

By now my son was on his own sled and I could go out and do “easy riding” and blame it on him. He always saw me as a great rider because the riding he and I did was a piece of cake for me. I looked pretty darn good to a kid!

He was a great student and this year he got his first own full-size sled (sled number 7 or so for him). A Polaris 800 Axys. And he realized after a few rides with me that maybe mom wasn’t that good of a rider after all, because now he was on the same sled as me and he could do twice as technical stuff as me. Humiliating.

I upgraded myself to an 800 cc Axys too. After my 7th or 8th ride on the new sled, I realized that I was getting anxious before the ride. Even a little scared. One day I felt like I was going to have a panic attack and was hoping my riding partner, John, wouldn’t show up so I could go home again (he showed up, of course). Crazy!

I’ve been thinking a lot about this. How could I love snowmobiling so much for so many years (like 20+ years), and suddenly feel anxious about riding? Snowmobiling is a huge part of my life and the reason why I live in Lake Tahoe. The riding here is world class!

So I need to fix this. I need to take my expectations down a couple of notches. I’m smarter and older than I was when I did all the crazy stuff. I don’t heal as fast and I need to get back to riding at my own level — whatever that is. I’m not going to try to keep up with the great riders. I won’t even ride with them because I feel so bad about holding them back. They don’t get that I feel this way — they think it’s all in my head. (Like that’s a bad thing?) Apparently guys don’t think at all. If they did they wouldn’t do half of the stupid stuff they do. LOL.

My current solution is that I’m going to go spring riding on hero-snow with my old riding buddies again. Hopefully I will stop feeling anxious. When I ride with them, they think I’m super cool and I don’t have to prove anything to anyone. And I’m not holding them back — and I don’t mind when they hold me back because I like watching my friends have fun and enjoy being out and about.

I’ve proven my skills in the past and now I can just do the fun stuff and enjoy the ride without scaring myself senseless in order to get from A to B.

Yeah, I think I’ll do that.

10 reasons to NOT move back to Sweden

  1. The crappy weather
  2. The seriously crappy weather
  3. The really seriously crappy weather (except when it’s nice 😉
  4. There’s only 40 different kinds of cereal in the grocery store. I mean, who can survive with such a slim selection!
  5. The candy is so much better in Sweden. I would eat myself to death.
  6. Food portions are much smaller. My son, who’s growing, seems to need two portions and that gets expensive.
  7. Open areas I used to enjoy have houses on them now. I would have to find new trails!
  8. My Swedish language is 20+ years old. I sound like a dork here (too).
  9. Gas prices are ridiculous.
  10. I really, really like living in the US and my life here 😉

Just had to write this convince myself to stay in the US a little longer.